I hope that everyone has had a fantastic holiday season. As I sit here and reflect on this year as it is quickly coming to a close. This year was filled with highs and lows. I learned a lot, and I will enter this year with a renewed sense of purpose, excitement, and drive. I will break this past year down month by month.
January– I turned a year older, and I was still interning at a really great company where I felt that I had a lot of potential of turning this into an employment opportunity, and I really was enjoying my time there.
February– I was still interning at a really great company, my aunt had double knee replacement surgery, so I offered to stay with her while she recovered and help her with her physical therapy, along with other duties. I honestly had a delightful time. I learned that I really love and enjoy helping and caring for others.
March– After interning at a really great company, for about 5 months, they delivered a “gut punch” that made me realize that unfortunately good things aren’t always meant to last.
I had a meeting with my job coach, my ETP supervisor (I will write about ETP later), my supervisor at the internship, and the person I was connected with from the HR dept. were in this meeting, I was informed that the possibility of my internship there possibly turning into a paid position was no longer in the cards. The company had given me the option to either end my internship that day or finish out the month. I decided that I would finish out the month because this meeting was a little past the halfway point through the month. Even though doing so was so difficult.
I was still assisting my aunt with her recovery at the time of this meeting, but I tried not to let this affect my care and attention to aiding my aunt in her recovery from her replacement surgery. My ETP supervisor had contacted my mother just to let her know what had happened and when I returned to my aunt’s house, my mom arrived a few short minutes later just as it hit me like a ton of bricks.
April– My internship ended, and I took a moment to breathe, pick myself up, then I started looking for a new job.
May– My boyfriend and I celebrated his birthday. I was still looking for a job. My family and I went to Charleston, SC to watch my younger sister graduate from college. I am so proud of her.
July– I went and watched the fireworks on the fourth of July. I was still looking for a job. My family, dad’s siblings and their families and I went on our annual camping trip for a three day weekend.
August– We celebrated my father’s birthday.
October– Had a good Halloween.
November– Celebrated my mother’s birthday. Had a wonderful Thanksgiving… too much good food.
December– Still looking for a job, and had a wonderful ChristmasO
Notes– One thing I learned is that looking for a job has been extremely frustrating and the waiting and not knowing has been the worst part of the job searching experience. I have reached the point where I want to rip my hair out due to the frustration (not that I actually want to rip my hair out).
Here’s too a better 2019…